"The virtuous spirit has no need for thanks or approval, only the conviction that what has been done is right."

It is too easy to make myself train physically, but a much greater challenge to train myself mentally. And therefore, the latter is clearly the more worthwhile.

Today, I came to a realization...

If I don't exercise/train, I don't feel right for the whole day until I do.

Bought a cheap $4 wooden boomerang...

... and it sucked.

This is post # 400

The number 4 is bad...
And thus my news is.
I've never paced around, feeling so helpless.
My heart is breaking.

But I can only help by setting the example that is so very much needed.

The root of my problem is calculus...

Therefore, I must review calculus.

Thank you, Lord. I know that perhaps I shouldn't be doing so, but please understand...
My ego took a huge blow after the leech.
But this one surpasses the leech, and restored my confidence.
So thank you.
I realize nothing needs to happen now, but if it does, I wouldn't stop it.
And at the same time, my self-development must still continue.
Thank you.

AND...

it happened.
Damn it all.

Everything happens for a reason...

If it should've happened, it would've.
Guess Someone Up There is tellin' me that it wasn't time or it wasn't right.

So I was surfin' porn websites...

... and it really made me wonder how they make money if most people simply upload the sets to file hosting sites..?

Let every day be one that I can improve on myself just a little bit more...

Gross as it may be assumed to be...

I want to try the "Hot and Spicy" variety of Spam.

We carry the most dangerous weapon in the world inside these thick little skulls of ours.

God gives you chores...

... to:
(1) Take your mind off of depressing things
(2) Pontificate
(3) Give you a way to give back

Because I hate the DPS...

... and its long lines...
... and because I have since discovered that you can renew your license online...
... my license picture from senior year of high school (bleached) will probably remain on my license for the rest of my life.