I don't like being told that I will fail...

Fuck you all who talked crap about me. Fuck those of you who don't believe in me. And great big FUCK YOU to the forces that bring me down.

Goin' back up!

I finished the UT app. Just need to study for math test tomorrow. Tekken 5 is the shit. I only need to train to keep myself up. I'm tired of people telling me how bad their lives are. At least you're alive MOTHERFUCKERS! I need to stop cussing. I'm gon' try for real to cut it down at least. Karma's coming through...

Oh yeah! I MUST MENTION... that Viviane's brother Bryant wants to kick my ass because he's jealous of me... jealous that Suli is attracted to me and not to him. Tough rocks, pal. Grow a pair.

SAIKYO!

I am in awe of Tekken 5...

'Nuff said.

I'd forgotten what it was like to be regarded as smart...

In chem, people are askin' to study with me, thanks to Dr. Chari's rather constant singling me out in class. I'm like "We'll see" *rolls eyes*. It's flattering, but I'm not sure how much I want to help all these other people, save David. And maybe Samantha, yet another cute redhead.

Tekken 5 is out today.
Thanks to Neal's playtesting, Virtual-On Marz sucks ass, so I'm gon' turn that sucker in to EB.
GoldenEye is still a badass movie.

I wish I could fly...

... just take off one day for the sun.
And never come back.

Feelin' tired...

... but I can't rest yet.
Still got shit to do...

Hair

My hair can only be really long, or really short.
If it's in between, I look like a moron.
When it was long, I was called Bruce Lee.
When it was short, I was called Jet Li.
I can't escape the stereotypes (nor do I really want to).
But, it IS cheaper to let it grow long.
So, Bruce is coming back.

Self-cultivation

Besides the Big Guy up there and family, self-cultivation is the only thing keeping me going. I trained the hell out of myself yesterday, and I'm feelin' it today. I was thinkin' throughout: "You're NUTS!" And maybe I am. Maybe the pursuit of power is going to my head.

God, family, and self-cultivation.

SAIKYO!

Gawd, I'm so GOKU...

... or just a pig.
I noted what all I ate today for the first time ever. Here.

From this day on...

I dedicate my life to God, family, and self-cultivation.

I have 7 days...

Gotta get my shit done. Get a good night's sleep tonight/today whatever. Do 1 or 2 math assignments and read before I go to class. In the break, do more math... maybe add on to essays. Better print 'em out now. OK.

Watch Ong Bak and chill. Last bit of chillin' I'm gon' do for a few days.

SAIKYO!

Meh...

I watched Street Fighter Alpha last night/this morning with the English dub. It's not that bad. But I couldn't help but feel (once again) like Ryu. Getting stronger, physically and mentally, and further self-cultivation are the only things keeping me going. I wonder when I'll go too far. Will I be able to pull myself back?

Going off on a tangent... Will I be alone? Because I sure as hell won't settle. We shall see. Heheheh, but still I'm pretty sure of this one... even if...

It's an even smaller world than the small world...

Kelly "Knuckleless" Nelms's brother trained with me once. Quite funny.

GOD DAMN IT'S A SMALL WORLD!

God forgive me. I need to stop saying that so much.

We some RESOURCEFUL MUTHAFUCKAS

'Nuff
said.

We're all a bunch of thieves...

I STOLE - whatever the hell I wanted
I AM - The Dragon
I MISS - being in mutual love with a girl
I HEAR - the bells of success and the drums of impending failure
I SMELL - bad because I just trained my ass off
I CRAVE - romantic love.
I WORRY - about my family, about failing
I REGRET - Chicago
I LOVE - God, myself, and my family.
I AM ALWAYS - making others smile :) too
I SING - whenever and whatever I want.
I CAN'T STAND - Demons who masquerade as angels
I LIKE - training.
I LISTEN - To Anyone Who Needs An Ear.
I CAN BE FOUND - whenever I call from someone else's cell fone
I NEED - God.
I KNOW THAT - I am gifted by God
I HOPE - to be the greatest success that I can be
I WANT - to win
I WISH - my life to be guided by God
I CRY - when I am acting.
I FELL - 3 years ago.
I NEVER - will fail again.
I BELIEVE - in God, my family, and in myself.

***Family includes my brothers and sisters.

Girl: I wanna cuddle
SANSHORYU: I don't know how to do that anymore.

Neal's gotten me wanting to play Ninja Gaiden and Viewtiful Joe again. Maybe I'll get VJ2.

1000 Words

By Koda Kumi

Kimi no kotoba wa
Yume no yasashisa kana?
Uso wo zenbu
Oikakushitetu
Zurui yo ne

Tabidatsu kimi ni
Sameta senaka misete
Kiiteita yo
Hitori tatakau no?
Zurui yo ne

"Kaettekuru kara"
Oikoshiteyuku kimi no koe
Iji hatte
Tsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite
Sakebeba yokaata?
Ikanai de to namida koboshitara?
Ima wa dekiru
Donna koto mo

Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wo
Haruka na
Kimi no senakaa ni okuru yo
Tsubasai kaete

Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wa
Kizutsuita
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru

Yume no tsuduki wa
Kimi wo omoinagara
Ano hi no koto
Wasureta furishite
Zurui yo ne

"Tegami wo kaku kara"
Shisen sorashita kimi no koe
Iji haate
Tsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite
Okoreba yokatta?
Matenai yo to kata wo otoshitara?
Ima wa dekiru
Donna koto mo

Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wo
Mienai
Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kaete

Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wa
Tsukareta
Kimi no senakaa ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru

Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wo
Lalala...
Kimi no senakaa ni okuru yo
Tsubaksa ni kaete

Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wa
Lalalala..
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Lalalalala...

Review of: Constantine

Badass.
8/10