And so ends...

... my time as a regular at Randalls. I am both frightened and excited for what the future will bring :)

I came to a crossroads today... My martial art is for health and defense only. That is all. If I were training to be a fighter fighter, then no school for me. But I choose my doctorate instead. I will be a doctor. I'll be a warrior doctor who fights when needed, but not for sport. I'll train for my body and health, but not to fight in the ring. I'll train to balance my life. But I can't train to fight as a lifestyle and get to be good at it without the expense of my brain. And that is completely out of the question. There's just no way. Name a boxer who became a doctor.

None.

School comes first. Don't get me wrong. I CAN fight. I just won't, nor will I be in the shape for fighting someone who is a fighter fighter by choice.

Thus...

... it begins. When this is over, it all will have been so worth it.

I feel...

... fat.

I haven't trained in 3 days and am really starting to feel guilty about it. Wonder if my body's strong enough for 1080 punches w/ 10 lb weights in each hand?

Goodbye Ashley...

I've been defanged...

This sucks.
Alisha, this deal stands.

"My Kind of Girl"

When I was younger, never went too far
Held my feelings and never even wanted to start
'Til when I met you, I didn't know
What you were gonna do with my heart

When you talk (I cling on every word you say)
When you move (Like a breeze on a summer day)
When you smile (the sky turns from gray to blue, that's what you do)
And you're the kind of girl I think of (yeah)
And you're the kind of girl I dream about (yeah)
My heart is telling me I need you in my world (in my world)
'Cause you're my kind of lady (you're my kind of girl)

When I'm not with you, wherever you are
Baby I'm counting the moments 'til I'm back in your arms
All I want is to have you here with me
Every night 'n' every day,

When you talk (I cling on every word you say)
When you move (Like a breeze on a summer day)
When you smile (the sky turns from gray to blue, that's what you do)
And you're the kind of girl I think of
And you're the kind of girl I dream about
My heart is telling me that I need you in my world (my world)
'Cause you're my kind of lady (you're my kind of girl)

Baby girl I need you here by my side
And if you're there everything will be alright
Cause this is the time for us, baby be mine (baby be mine)
And you're the kind of girl I think of
And you're the kind of girl I dream about (girl I dream about yeah)
My heart is telling me that I need you in my world (in my world)
'Cause you're my kind of lady (you're my kind of girl)

Mom's badass

So we had a drunk party over here last night. And I must say it was the most fun I've had in a while. Had more than "quite a bit" to drink (sake, goldschlager, sobeclear, mike's hard lemonade, bud select). Pwned at the vid games. Laughed at Mark Dacascos in "Only the Strong." Enjoyed the company of (mostly) deserving people, though I will say that should weed ever be brought onto my property again, someone's gon' wish he was dead. Thanks David and Danger ;-).

*sigh*

Kristin is right. I do not need to be dating her.