Just go with the flow...
Well, I think I will...
When I can feel the blood flow through my legs again...
Hahaha!
I survived the Great Houston Urban Adventure Race!
And then the elation fades a bit...
And then, I pine.
Go with the flow...
Just keep on flowing...
*sigh*

I deserve all this.

I am the Dragon...
And I will never forget...
Good-bye...

Wow. Find only to lose. If it comes back it shows, and that's how you know.

A long night of games, friends, and surprise. Let's not discuss the surprise, except know that it was a good one. I wonder what is to come of that. On another note, we played DOA3 like crazy tonight. Halo 2 not so much. Fight Night: Round 2 even less. Finally finished Kingdom Hearts, but came away thoroughly unimpressed. :( Guess I'll have to go back and get that Ultima Weapon. And complete the Hades Time Trial. And beat Kurt Zisa. And melt that Ice Titan. And obliterate Sephiroth. I'm still thinking about that surprise... I wonder if she's thinking about me?

I think it's called "The Great Urban Adventure Race"? I'm Hannah's partner for it this upcoming Saturday. Should be interesting if I don't die, running around like that. Means I have to run to build my endurance again. A week should be enough. Will. TRAIN. August 8th nears. Focus your energy into something!

Haven't done this in a while. Maybe that's why things are changing. Simply because I do not express my anger productively enough or creatively enough. It's 1 AM and I've mostly been watching ER Season 3. Kingdom Hearts, sure, but I really haven't been playing that a whole lot. Just moderately. No point in getting headaches from playin' vid games too much like some oh-so-pathetic overweight 21-year-old high school dropout who works at Starbucks, plays Phantasy Star Online as much as he works (~ 30 hrs a week), and has the gall to belittle me. I so gotta get back into training. That's mostly what makes me... me. I need a mental challenge too; maybe I'll pickup that MCAT book at Barnes & Noble. God forbid me wishing that school could start a bit sooner. And after that one night's stand, I think the Big Guy Up There could do with slapping me around... not that I don't do that to myself already. Well, on top of everything I've accomplished and am now kinda taking for granted, I am pleased to say that I've successfully paid off over 2000 of the 2600 that I rang up on my credit card. That means sub-600 to go, which could quite feasibly mean another month. I'm probably gon' buy myself a new TV right after. Gawd, I need to train. Saikyo!

Fuck you demons, doughboys, and marshmallow girls out there.

Our Father who art in Heaven
Hallowed be Thy name
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespassed against us
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power, and the Glory
For ever and ever
Amen.