Broke down...

Yeah you guessed it.

Wooot! I weigh 150 now! :-D

Sony PSP

I showed an admirable amount of restraint today.
I was so close to goin' to Walmart and blowin' a whole lot of money on credit.
I didn't.
I actually moved over two lanes after a 5 second paused in the street, and went home.
We'll see.

"If you dedicate yourself to an ideal...
You become something else entirely.
Are you ready to begin?"

CW Log: Installments 3 and 4

Two installments today. One was from over a week ago, the other is today's.
As usual...
3 - me
3 - Jenah

3/10/05 - Installment 3
Jessica has a new bf. She IMed me: "YAY I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND!" Like a new pair of shoes or something.
Ya, new pairs of shoes and boyfriends kinda produce the same feeling.
Well, that's more like a DILDO!
Not even close! New boyfriends are like new play toys, the nonvibrating ones that you can discard if they don't fit, just like shoes.
So you have a few. Nice cleavage btw.
I don't own dildos sir, have no need for them. And thanks.
XD. God he is such a fag.
Ya, yes he is and stop looking at my boobs!
But I like the view! And I'm so close! LEAN BACK!
Go away. Sit over there <--
Nope.
That's ok, that's what my sweater's for. Ha Ha! Thwarted!
WE SHALL SEE. Maybe I'll just nipple twist you again.
Nope too much cloth, ha!
Then the whole BOOB (.)
No! Go away! stop messing w/ me! Listen to our favorite person read.
Nah, hope he bites his tongue. He needs to get neutered. At least AIDS won't spread anymore.
That was out of line Nick. Don't joke like that.
I'm sori :-P but I hate his high-and-mighty attitude. I'd love to give him a Dragon's Palm square in the face.
That I can laugh at. I have to say I'd like to see that because I can't stand Mr. High & Mighty either.
Rip his scalp off.
Aw. That's kinda gross, Nick.
Skrrrppp!!!
Ew! That's really gross. Stop it. Subject change. uh... have I brused your left butt cheek yet?
Nope. But I'm going to bruise your left nipple.
No!
After I scalp Fagtastic.
Aw. No scalping. You're not an Indian.
Meh, they're Japanese descendants and Japanese are Chinese descendants.
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Wow you suck at spelling.
I know.
:) What the HELL kind of LAUGH was that??? [Teacher] Reynolds sounded like a friggin' tea kettle!
Ya that same image came to my mind too.
The girl I'm interested in hit me yesterday. That is the extent of our flirting. Makes me wonder why we aren't dating. ANd FUCK FAGTASTIC (not literally). I liked your [story's] ending. Can I kick his ass now?
Why aren't you & who dating, isn't she w/ someone? ANd he wasn't too bad w/ my story but my face is probably still red. Embarassing showing your work to others, especially when it's not your best due to your thinking it had to be within 2 pages. Oh well. Where's he from?
"Rides him" huh (Fag)? Ahahaha. That's what he said!
He didn't find something wrong w/ it! Oh my gosh! Heart attack.
Stop flaunting your boobs.
I'm not. They're just there and you won't stop looking.
Of course not XD

3/22/05 - Installment 4
Installment 4! But I have to read [my story] today.
Ya. But actually this is number 3. Ok, 4 but these are really dangerous. You know?
I know. Like for<-- that girl.
What girl? Green girl?
Yes.
Why you say that?
She has my AIM.
Ya so?
The Chronicles are linked in the profile.
AH. Got it. That's ok though. She said anything about our installments?
No XD
Bet she would if she knew we talk bout her sometimes.
Yep! :-P [stares at boobs]
Ha Ha! Go away. You're horrible.
(.)(.)
[scratches out drawing] smirfs
Don't scratch out my BOOBS! (.)(.)
[scratches out drawing] smirfs
I'm gon' kill that ugly in front. MARRIAGE??? Break up with that, MORON!!!
Ha Ha! Damn, what the hell? The whole Easter thing. That movie... I will never watch it again.
The Passion [of the Christ]?
Ya, saw it twice in the theatre. I'll never watch it again. I bawled and bawled for hours after I saw it both times.
I'm gon' watch w/ Mo and Alex (never seen) and remind myself.
Uh. Have fun. I bought it for Mom when it first came out. You know they're putting it back in the theatre.
Recut for the more faint of heart.
Ya I know. They're cutting it but I still won't see it again. No more crying for me.
It's good to cry.
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I think [Jessica's] poem is about a girl who falls in love too easily.
Ya. I agree.
And of course, the ugly girl in front is so innocent and ignorant of it. FUCK YOU ugly!!
Nick! Of course. She would be the one not to understand this poem. She's always talking about how she's in love. She falls in love too quickly. So of course she wouldn't understand that she could be reading about herself?
Ooooh good point! Fuck Ugly though.
Aw. I wonder if that was her secret, that she falls in love too easy.
You are a smart one sometimes, Jenah Jones.
Are you being sarcastic, sir?
No. Not at all. I still wanna pop ugly fat girl with a pin.
Well, thank you. But, no, no popping the lovesick puppy up front.
Fine, I oughta really piss her off then, esp w/ my story!
Ha Ha. That would be hilarious. You might be able to read. What time is it? Do you know?
No watch.
Me either. Oh well. Guess what. She's reading aobut Adam. What you wanna bet that Alex [in her story] is really Adam?
That was my first thought.
Ha Ha! Do we think alike or what? Ha Ha! Do you think I should write that on her paper. "Is Alex actually Adam?" Think it would piss her off?
YES DO IT!
It would be mean. I couldn't do it, I'm sad to say.
Youuuu... SUCK.
I just can't be mean. You know that.
BULLLLLLLSHIT.
What's that supposed to mean?
God, she is so ugly.
She's not that ugly. Give her a break. You see most girls as ugly. You picky nit picker :)
You are not ugly. Jessica is not ugly. THAT is FUGLY.
Aw. Nick. Give her a break. Really. She didn't exactly get beat with the ugly stick. St Peter just didn't give a pretty stick when he passed out good looks (or whatever saint is in charge of that.) :)
Eck.
That's a grand reply. [Fagtastic walks in] Oh God! Ya, but you can offend HIM.
XD
See!!! Now you want to read!
[I read my story]
That wasn't so hard now was it? No one else knows who you used to be Nick. Don't worry about it.

I love this poem...

Annabel Lee
Edgar Allan Poe

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It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love--
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me--
Yes!--that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we--
Of many far wiser than we--
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling--my darling--my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Survey time...

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Nick
Birthday:	St Patrick's Day
Birthplace:	Houston, TX
Current Location:	Spring (still Houston), TX
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	black
Height:	5' 8
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right, but nigh-ambidextrous
Your Heritage:	Chinese-Filipino-Hispanic-Italian... YEAH BITCH!
The Shoes You Wore Today:	uh, New Balance and Starter
Your Weakness:	kryptonite ;-)
Your Fears:	failure
Your Perfect Pizza:	Pepperoni and Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Get into UT
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"Ugh, I gotta get up?"
Your Best Physical Feature:	Jaime Sponseller: "your arms."
Your Bedtime:	~3 AM
Your Most Missed Memory:	holdin' the girl I love
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Single, but group can be fun - NO ORGIES!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Oolong tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Frappucino
Do you Smoke:	only when beatin' the shit out of someone
Do you Swear:	unfortunately
Do you Sing:	too much, sometimes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	I am in college.
Do you want to get Married:	we'll see
Do you belive in yourself:	and God.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	only when spinkickin'
Do you think you are Attractive:	let the girls answer that
Are you a Health Freak:	somewhat
Do you get along with your Parents:	I do now.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	when sleeping
Do you play an Instrument:	piano, violin, and my whole body is an instrument of death
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yep
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yep
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yep
Ever been Drunk:	YEP
Ever been called a Tease:	YEP
Ever been Beaten up:	YEP
Ever Shoplifted:	YEP
How do you want to Die:	I don't, but give it 11 or so years.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Doctor, Lawyer, Hong Kong Supastar!
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	w/e
Favourite Hair Color:	w/e
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	I guess I could deal with a little taller than me, but I prefer shorter
Weight:	how do I specify that? If the girl's taller, then she's gon' weigh more! If she's shorter, then she'll weigh less. What the hell kinda question is that?
Best Clothing Style:	uhhh. mine... I guess.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	well I've been sick... and I have asthma and stuff
Number of CDs I own:	like 10 or so.
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Chicago could be counted as a regret, but it made me the man I am today.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Weed, stop reading this you intrusive bitch.

There's a reason why I change blog urls.
Of course, you MUST find it!
Typical of one who bleeds butter bricks.
Fuck off.
Oh wait...
Y'know I've been meaning to say:
You are entirely too fat to have that much self-confidence.

Now I'm 22.

Review: "The Incredibles"

Fuckin' awesome. 'Nuff said.
10/10

Today is the first day I've cried in a long time...

This time, I hadn't get into a fight with anyone.
Oh Lord, please help us all.

CW Logs, Installment 2:

X - me
X - Jenah

I'm sick of this girl. She's not in love. She's obsessed.
Thank God someone said it, it's all she writes about.
And WHO THE HELL would have SEX with THAT???
Not me but I know, Adam.
He's gotta be brain damaged.
Aw, that's mean. She might be different outside of class.
YECK. Didn't know Chaucie was lesbian. She's Goth too?
Yep. Found that out Friday.
"Yep" to both?
Yeah, both. She's eccentric and absolutely awesome to be around.
She seems nice enough. Reynolds can speak pretty clearly because of her writing. But her teaching leaves a lot to be desired.
Ya, cause she's not doing it, a book is.
Goldberg is a freak.
Not really. I liked her book actually. But I just didn't like the fact that she just pretty much talked about it word for word. But whatever. I'm just going to probably give her an online review at the end of the semester.
Nonono. Goldberg's book is brainwashing!!! Some of her stuff is good and valid, but some of it shows how crazy she is.
Well yeah, but I still think some of it's good. Now this is what's pissing me off! I came to class to write and critique and we haven't even gotten through one. Uh!
Because she's a human being, I respect her. But as for what she is, she deserves none (Reynolds)
I don't, she's a disappointment.
FAGTASTIC!
I got it.
I would love to smash his face.
I know you would. He doesn't deserve it though. Done nothing to you personally so you can't.
Meh. He's gay. God gives me the right. JK!!!
That was just plain bad you know? Not even funny in this instance, but forgivable :)
I'm sori ^^ But any guy who acts like super genius that isn't me should be beat down. I really hate his matter-of-factly tone towards other people.
I do too. But if he does that with mine I'll allow you to kick his ass. Even if what he says is right, he'll make it sound horrible so I give you the right.
Nasty, ugly fat girl in front needs to SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!... SHUT UP!!!
Ha Ha! Ya, I've just kinda tuned her out.
Pop her with a pin. Ooh Fagtastic speaks!! Poor Amber, and he's ripping into her "fragmented sentences." FUCKER!
Ha Ha! That's so bad Nick. It really is. Ya, I always hope he doesn't open his mouth cause he never has anything good to say.
Cut his tongue out. Then we'll see what he has to say. muahwahuamuh.
You crack me up sir. He'd put his comments on a dry erase board he'd have around his neck.
Meh, blind him and cut out his ears too. And all of his fingers.
He'd learn to write w/ his toes.
Cut off his limbs and make him a eunuch.
Aw, I wouldn't wish that on any guy. WEll, maybe some guys that are convicted rapists or something but other than that.
Indeed. Meh. I think I write more here than in writing practices.
Ya, but I write at home in a journal so I can't really say much.
Meh. This IS part of my blog now. XD
Ya, I know. I figured that out when you posted the last one.
These are a fantastic addition to the Dragon 龍 Chronicles Neo.
Why?
The garner loads of laughs XD.
For who?
YOU. And me. And everyone else. WHO would marry Reynolds? Yeesh!!!
Don't be that way. Apparently, her husband would.
He's brain damaged.
Aw. Maybe not. He's probably just patient.
Probably STUPID.
Nah, he'd have to be intelligent to desect her nonsense sometimes.
Dissect. Oh that's right, you can't spell.
That's right. I write, I don't spell. Duh! Ha Ha! =)
So when can I cop a feel?
Never.
You lie. C'mon... I look good. I bought this shirt and 2 others at your store.
And your point is? Stop boosting your ego on me babe.
BUT it WORKS!
So... you know I'm with Daniel, even if you don't like him. It's just not appropriate.
Meh!

Which Rurouni Kenshin Character Are You?

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It's like I have been needing less sleep...

... but I have less energy.
What the deuce?

Cartoon reviews...

"Justice League" episodes...
These are really getting kinda edgy (read: better!)
"The Cat and the Canary" --- very well done.
"The Ties that Bind" --- not so well done.

"The Batman" episodes...
Joker's voice sucks, and he's more like a monkey than an a joker.
Scarface is SCARY! He looks like a crazy pimp rather than the Italian gangster from previous iterations.
The Ventriloquist is almost exactly like the portrayal from the BTAS series.
The Batmobile is a cool kinda sleek machine with its gadget look.
The young Bruce/Batman is actually pretty good. Bruce is perfect as a playboy, and his Batman is actually more ninja-like than any of the other Batman portrayals. However, I think the Batman in the animated series (particularly the revamped version) would kick this young Batman's ass.
The action is well animated and dynamic, the fight choreography is quite frankly... AWESOME!
"The Rubberface of Comedy" (part1) --- very good episode; SHOCKED ME!
"The Clayface of Tragedy" (part 2) --- good follow up, sad ending.
"The Big Dummy" --- twisted, twisted episode. Couldn't help but think "THAT'S FUCKED UP!" at one point, and "Awwww." to when Bruce didn't show up for his doll (in cartoon standards) date.

I think that I'm...

... going to be a monk until the Big Guy Up There says otherwise.

God help me...

I believe I have done the right thing.
Please show me so, Lord.

Smallville Review: "Lucy"

9/10
Great dialogue between Lois and Clark (yuk yuk). I really really hope that Smallville extends to Metropolis and possibly grad school... Or at least having the last episode as a future episode (a la Dawson's Creek) in which all the characters are seen in their future paths. We better see Clark in costume in the final minute of the show, flyin' up up and away.
Lucy's cute.
Lots of twists in this episode:
(1) Lucy drives off in Lex's car. Did NOT see that one comin'...
(2) Lex: "Jason found the stone?"
(3) We find that Lana has the stone. Went through the elaborate subterfuge of trashing her own apartment. Poor naive Jason.
Great episode. Easily worthy of a 9 or even 10, and that's with being just an episodic installment (read: without having much to do with the underlying storyline or the actual Superman mythology).

The CW Logs, Installment 1

It is with great pleasure that I introduce the Creative Writing Logs to my blog. The CW Logs are written conversations that Jenah Jones and I have in class so to not piss off the teacher. Here is the first typed out installment:

* - Me
* - Jenah

You have nice boobs. I think I'm gon' nipple twist you.
Daniel's friend Landen was kinda drunk one night and got on a kick about my boobs. He thinks I'm a big C. Shows what he knows. I'm not. But you're lucky you're a good friend of mine buddy. :)
Can I cop a feel?
Does that need an answer?
So that's a yes?
I think if Daniel saw this he'd want to kick your ass.
He's not going to see this. Duh!
You're so bad, you know that? What other girl would be talking to you about coping a feel?
Copping a feel. Probably that one. HAHAHAHAHAA!
Which one? Oh that one across the way. But she wants you. I don't need you I've got my own guy that can cop a feel whenever he likes.
Awww, now you're teasing me. A feel is just a feel. But I'm still gon' nipple twist you.
I don't think so. Daniel got kicked in the balls last time he did that to me.
You're not fast enough.
I'll catch you off guard.
Meh, not like I haven't been kicked before.
True. True. I can find something worse. You're pushing it dude. My boobs are not for your hands sir. :)
SURE they are XD
Ha Ha Ha! You crack me up. Why would you even begin to think that? Find some other boobs to grope.
But I like yours. They are so nice and shapely.
Well, I guess I'll take that as a compliment. But still. No. Go away. :)
YOU KNOW you like it!!!
It's funny. I can't help but laugh at this whole thing.
Soooooo?
So what? Nothin' I can do about it I guess.
You could let me cop a feel.
No. Go away :S
XD
No evil faces. Evil Nick, be gone. Come back sweet Nick.
Sweet Nick is a mask. 8)
No! Sweet Nick is real. He's just the twin in the attic. Give him back.
Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah.
I'm not kidding :-p
:-p (.)(.)
You have now gone to a brand new low, Nick. A BRAND new low.
Meh. I COULD go lower. GO SING!
I don't sing in public, sir.
But you'll let me cop a feel in public, right?
You know what. The only time you'll ever get to cop a feel is if I'm intoxicated and since I'm never intoxicated around you, you'll never get to cop a feel.
Sure I will.

New topic (but I'll still nipple twist you). The guy in front is SUCH the fag.
Ya, I know. Either that or he's just eccentric as all get out which is a possibility.
Look at his fagtastic, fagalistic, fagamuffin tied back hair!
Ya, I see it. I see it everyday. That's why he needs his hat back. But yes, he's prolly gay. Does that bother you?
Just goes to show that I'm always right. That means I will get to cop a feel.
And we're back to the copping. New subject!
But you have nice BOOBIES.
Thank you. I appreciate the compliment Remind me to wear potato sacks around you from now on.
Nah, just get a squeeze bra.
I had one but it broke.
Steal one.
Why? I could buy another if I wanted to at work. Will I? Maybe, maybe not.
SURELY. That girl in front bugs me. She's too ugly for a boyfriend.
Too ugly for a boyfriend? Her boyfriend may think she's beautiful.
Then he's brain damaged.
Aw. That's horrible. But you're picky and not a good judge of beauty.
BULLSHIT!
You're not! A woman has to be perfect to be consdered beautiful in your opinion.
No she doesn't. The girl I'm most interested in now... ISN'T.
Really? Who is it?
---name omitted for privacy---
Don't know her. Work or school?
---cut to maintain MY privacy---
The one you asked out?
Indeed. No biggie.

I did grab Jenah's nipple after class.

Yeah...

Pwned my test today. Did exactly 1 of the 4-6 hw assignments. Pwned the review too.

I believe.

God, please help me.