This is the transition period, once again. I'm attempting to work hard again, to be the man I was... The man who inspired everyone. Right now, I don't feel a whole lot motivation, but at least there IS some. History has repeated, but not exactly as before, and though the way I have been reacting is similar to before, I'm nowhere near rock bottom as I was three years ago. But, I AM truly at the lowest I've been since that time. Nowhere else to go but up. My days are mixed, kinda good, then kinda bad, but I know that deep down, the early foundation/framework for my future success has been laid. I just wish I could know how everything is going to turn out. Time will tell. Go with the flow...